My love for you is dwindling. Couldn’t be happier.
This was such a mistake…I’m seriously a fool. The same exact thing I felt before I’m feeling it again. We have no depth whatsoever. We talk like acquaintances. We don’t have conversations about ourselves or what we love. We don’t discuss ideas, we don’t discuss events. We discuss our days…in a flat and straightforward manner. Everything you say is ambiguous and undetailed. Let me in. We have no depth as a couple. Nothing that can intertwine us, and most of our memories are in a car or hotel room making out. I want a stronger emotional connection. A bond that can make those memories last. Things I can take with me to college and yearn for when I’m back. I want to know you like the back of my hand, and I want you to know me like the back of yours.
I can’t be with someone that doesn’t share their lives with me. We’re not friends. We’re far beyond that. We’re suppose to share our lives together,and if we can’t barely see each other during the week…the reasonable way is to text it. If we can’t do that right..what is left?
I love you…but I don’t know…
Yeah…you’re not perfect. You’re better than that, you’re real.